So I'm single. That's been established by ~KuroJAG long before if you didn't know, and I can't remember if I already said it. Eh. I said it.

I've gotten more of my Touko cosplay done. I need to paint the hat, make the vest, cut the shorts, and paint the wristbands, but other than that, I feel pretty good.

I've been playing my keyboard more. I've learned new songs. I'm pretty happy about that.

I've become more... self conscious I guess. More depressed... I don't like letting it show, though. Lately, though, it's difficult to keep it in...

I entered a singing competition. Didn't win. I got a half-scholarship to a session of band classes, but other than that, people didn't seem to like me... Kinda sad...

Back to happy.
I saw Iron Man 3 today. Good movie. I plan to see it again on Friday with ~RukoYukine.

I have a Choir music festival on Saturday, followed by SIX FLAGS. FOR HOURS AND HOURS.

~GrindletheWise was sick last week, and I took him outside to get fresh air and let him borrow my sweatshirt because he was cold. He washed it.

I'm taking singing lessons. Yes, I am taking singing lessons.

I'm visiting my middle school sometime this week to see my retiring art teacher.


So yeah... I've come to terms with my confidence issues. Most definitely. BUT I can still usually smile. That's good.
Still... it can get difficult... But I'm still trying.


I'm going to get some sleep now.
Goodnight. Sweet dreams.
I love you guys... so much...